I don't know how long can I withstand the pain of my feeling

As days goes by...the suffering seems to get even more agressive

May I know....Is falling in love with someone they love so much really hurts this much?

I might not know as I have never gone through the process before compared to the people I know...I can practically say that this was my first one and hopefully it is a successful one...I don't really know what will be the outcome of the undecided future but i really hope that the outcome is a happy ending for a person lifeline story.

If I'm not mistaken, I don't know, I have the strange feeling that the distance between us is going to wide...I'm so afraid that this is over.

Now, I'm driving myself crazy as I miss her like crazy...Girl, I'm so down when you're not around...I miss you like crazy...Can something, someone even some what show me the direction or guide me to overcome this scenario...

I wonder how others able to overcome this problem....This is a question I somehow curious to know the solution...


1) Let the time flow??
2) Let the other party know how you feel??
I hate the last choice as it is harder to forget someone than giving up something which is
3) Just Quit???



I can't really tell which to choose

So far in my 20 years of life...This is the most difficult barrier I have ever faced so far.




L0s3r signing out